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Sunday, December 04, 2005


wow.. 2day juz came back frm camp. muahahaha.. i m so damn tired nw sia.. wan fall aslp le.. so faster blog finish den wan go slp liao. 1st day: wake up early in e mornin.. lucky yisan cor mi up. haha.. i ask tem gif mi a mornin cor. cos i scared later my hp alarm nt workin. after tt faster go prepare den ask my mum fetch mi 2 sch. cos my bag is so damn heavy. reach sch saw few of my squadmates reach le. den after awhile yisan aso come le. den wen suhui come, cht fer awhile den ncos nid fall in liao. mam checked our bags. bt nt a thorough 1. hehe.. =D after tt kaili told us 2 run ard e sch 2 rounds. -.-'' make mi sweat early in e mornin. after tt we all, e campcpraft comm went 2 take out all e tent stuffs cos e sec 2s r pitchin their tents n tey r supposed 2 slp inside e tent. tey did nt pitch finish in e given tym. i tink ard 20 mins? 20 mins already veri long le lo! bt den i tink last yr we aso lyk tt. we use our free tym n lunch tym 2 pitch last yr. =X e sec 2s r bein tekan early in e mornin aso. rahman wan make tis camp a tough 1 fer tem. after tt tey gt footdrills. so e campcraft com cn slack inside e bunk. muahahaha.. fall aslp inside. den wen i woke up, chtted awhile wif wee li n viven, cn go down n eat le. cos lunch le ma. tey say i slept quite long. haha.. ard 1hr++ goin 2 hr. gt so long ma? hmm.. after lunch is campcraft. taught tem lamp stuffs. actually i aso nt quite gd in it de. onli noe ard 1/2 1/2. hehe.. den after tt rahman came n light up e pressure lamp all tis. den gif tem a thorough xplaination on hw light up e lamp. cos e ncos din even try 2 light up b4. after tt is pt. e fncos(sec 2s) were taught hw 2 conduct a pt. after tt i tink is dinner. seems fast hor? bt tt tym already ard 6.45pm le ba. after tt gt briefin on e campfire by robin n jiahong. assist jiahong 2 take out those wood n lay out fer tem. after tt slack at e safari bed. den aso gossip awhile wif kaili den go np rm discuss abt tml mock campfire de structure. discuss finish we decided nt 2 build 2day, cos all tired le. tml mornin wen gt tym den we construct. after discussin went help out in e games. crazy wif e sec 2s. haha.. ask tem do a few dancin. hmm.. jiahong wan take our videos bt we dun allow. hair so messy stil wan take?! after finish playin e games den robin told us go make milo. i hardly make milo de, bt den lucky gt suhui n yisan. keke.. awhile later suddenly rain sia. den e fncos were asked 2 run back 2 their bunk gt their stuffs n go 2 e canteen. tey all anyhw place their tings here n thr so in e end gt scolded by kaili. i run up n down sia.. cos tey took tt big container dun haf e plug all tis 2 boil. den ms phang ask mi follow her 2 e staff rm cos she wan c gt anythin cn make milo. went up wif her liao den she ask mi go down gt all e milo, milk, container etc. den went down scary sia. so dark le.! den i faster rush down. ms phang ask mi nt 2 run cos slippery bt scared ma. wan go dwn fast fast gt help frm suhui n yisan. after ttwen we tink cn le so went down 2 e canteen. bt in e end, it ended up 2 sweet n some more it does nt reach e requirement tt we want. we veri tired le, damn tired go up take hot water again. so sit down rest. at 1st wan heck care abt e drinks de, in e end, bcome i go up take again. cos ask e guys take tey dun wan. stil say we 3 down thr slack all e others bz doin all e shelter ting. den we damn angry sia. den say back 2 tem. tey duno we all bz run up n down aso lo. hurmph! tey dun wan take so i angrily go up take e hot water. wen i come down refill. cnt c a single soul in sight. waited veri long fer tem at e canteen. wait until i pek cek so went up check y tey haven come down fer supper. tt tym stil rainin, bt i lazy go e long cut, so go frm parade square. lucky e rain nt veri heavy. some more i njoy under e rain. den wen i went back, cnt c suhui n yisan in e squad. went back hear rahamn down thr nag nag onli. after tt down canteen saw suhui n yisan. after tt wen goin back bunk den tey told mi mayb tt wen i went 2 concourse, tey came down find mi. i aso tink so lo. cos wen i went, tey disappear, den wen tey reach, tey cnt c mi le. after tt wen we inside e bunk, go clean up bit onli den went slp le. we slept at ard 1.ooam i tink. by right shuld b 1130 de lo. hais.. ard 0340am in e mornin, i heard alot foot steps sia, all runnin. idiot.. tt tym i stil thought, oh, shuld b ard 5.30am le. tey all rushin. den i saw, eh, y all e ncos stil slpin? after tt yisan heard e noise aso wake up. den i ask her wat tym, den she tel mi 3.40am in e mornin! omg.. after tt we found out tey gt foot drills. -.-'' kena tekan frm rahman. 2nd day: woke up in e mornin fer pt. by right shuld b runnin outside sch de, bt den cos its drizzlin, some more e floor is wet. so rahman wan change 2 evenin run. e mornin pt is conducted by e fncos. tey r stil nt strict enough. cos we r nt goin outside fer a run, its changed 2 games. those kind of bondin games tt allow tem 2 interact wif each other. after tt is breakfast. den e sec 2s gt drills again. tis tym round we cnt slack. we nid build structure. den rahman he idiot lo! ask us build another gadget. idiot him. den we all so tired. niwa is damn angry wif e suhaili, adi n iskanda. cos tey down thr play aso dun wan come help. tey down thr scold scold den niwa ask mi: i nt angry ar. haha.. i stil ok la. juz tt i damn tired lo. den wil gif e veri dulan face. we do finish we haf 2 teach tem pioneerin le. we ask tem change 2 full u in 7 mins. tey late, so we gif tem changin parade. marslina fainted. she's 1 of e actress in e sec 2. she cn win e best actress award. oh ya, she shuld nt haf come join np, she shuld go drama instead. reali damn angry lo! e wcis n cis noe, i tink xcept fer rahman. shit him sia. stil gt e patience go tok wif her n crap wif her. wen ms phang came down, mars cried sia. wah kao.. den wen rahman tok 2 her, she stil cn laugh so happily. i hate 2 c her smile. feel lyk slappin her. no, nt onli slap, even feel lyk givin her a punch. e sec 2s look tired, so i try make tem hyper bit. if nt i teach aso wil sian diao ma. teach finish is lunch tym. e lunch is quite late lo. cos ard 2.20pm le. den ms phang dun wan tem go hungry. after lunch is lecture fer tem. tey all veri jia lat man. tt day tey change alot times man. ard 5-6 times. after their lecture is campcraft again. tis tym rd is tey teach us all e campcraft tings. hmm.. stil ok la.. after campcraft is pt le. stupid rahman sir, idiotic guy.. ask us go run 1 rd ard e sch.. after tt another rd. den cos bhind ppl all slackin, den sir ask us run 1 more rd, den say muz come back tgt. idiot.. den b4 reachin we waited fer tem lo. after tt tey play games. we go sarbo tem. haha.. so fun. bt onli e ncos r enjoyin i tink. after tt is mock campfire. i aso duno wat e fncos r doin sia. tey din plan all e songs carefully. tey let e campers go 2 e highest climax, den suddenly 'boom' went down. tey go sing e gd nite song. -.-'' den lyk tt we kena frm rahman. he damn nt happy. whr gt tis kind de lo. siao.. den tey all stil say we wil b lyk e sec 2s, kena tekan late at nite. hurmph! den we all damn nt happy. after mock campfire, gt bbq. e food was quite nice. den we gt bbq e marsh mallow 2 eat. saw raf aso! she came back. she undergoin ci course. goin 2 b our mam soon. den wen eatin, all e ncos down thr crappin. laugh laugh laugh. suhui most siao ar.. laugh so loud. -.-'' after bbq we stil nid clear sia. den i clean e mess tin until siao lo. cos its burnt! after cleanin we sit in e canteen cht, den we aso plan wat if we kena tekan. haha.. after tt we were asked 2 go 2 e parade square fer mass debrief. we dun wan shoot all e sec 2s abt e negative de. after tey go den we tel e sirs n mams. haha.. den we aso crap down thr. after tt e sir tey all gif us drinks man. we drank peach tea e guys drank blueberry. big bottle de. we cnt even finish on e 3rd day. e gers we drink liao den tey all damn hyper sia. haa.. he cor mi 2 cht awhile den told him few tings, at ard 1.45am we hanged e fone le. after tt i thought suhui tey all fall aslp dun wan go down parade square le. cos rite, tey gt say b4 wan go down cht. tey wan ton 2night. after tt i tok 2 yisan den suhui wake up le. went down at 1st wan go help sanctuary duty. bt den e grp so slow den come down. den i fall aslp at parade square. at 1st i lie down, e sky so nice man. gt stars 2 c. muahaha.. after tt fall alsp. -.-'' bt onli awhile. den tey wake mi up. after tt cos reali sian + tired, den i go back bunk n slp le. 3rd day: in e mornin gt pt again. tis tym rd we damn strict wif tem, cos on 2nd day at nite we kena say by all e mam n sir. den wen runnin, mars fainted again. tis tym rd reali faint i tink. after pt we ask tem go pack their belongings into their bag. after tt tey came down stil gt tym we ask tem go unpitch their tent. after tt ask tem go fer their breakfast. tt tym tey haven finish unpitchin. kaili went 2 canteen told tem wan unpitch muz wait tgt as a whole grp. bt yi zhuang n kang hao tey go unpitch 1st. in e end, all kena frm kaili. den after tt kaili ask tem go tem go unpitch. tey lucky lo.. at 1st wan ask tem pitch n unpitch again. in e end dun haf. cos we ask tem wat punishment tey wan. let tem choose. tey wan pumpin all tis we dun wan. hmm.. after tt gt bunk inspection. sir stil ask tem wat attire tey in sia. tt qn so so direct lo. in e end tey duno. i went 2 e bunk check, tey din go change sia.. i juz ask e guys, ur in pt kit rite? den tey say ya den nv do anythin. after tt i went gers bunk, i ask e gers: juz nw robin sir ask ur u all in pt kit rite?! den tey all clever. stil noe nid change, tey ask mi nid change ar bt i told tem i duno?! =p haha.. den i aso go tel e gers 2 go tel e boys sia.. cos 1 fer all, all fer 1. in e end, e boys din change! stil in pt kit. so e boys kena frm sir. den i go ask e gers y tey nv go ask. all diam diam. -.-'' selfish sia..!! after bunk inspection tey gt area cleanin. i go check e toilets de. e gers r faster. so i ka jiao tem bit. =p e guys r stil cleanin wen i went down. e gers gt tym 2 rest lo. i din go check immediately. i tel tem i wil go ask tem out wen i wan check. i gd rite? muahahaha.. e guys stil playin a fool down thr. after tt i c cn le ask tem cn go down le. den tey go down tey go fold all e shelter de sheets all tis n aso clean e inner n outer sheets frm e tents. after tt is games tym again! adi go make a stupid dish. haha.. cos wan sarbo tem ma. in e end, it taste nice instead of bad. -.-'' at 1st, e sec 2s tey dun dare drink sia. haha.. den stil wan mi drink 1st. after tt is debrief le. den after tt all of us go back bunk take their bags all tis den write a reflection on e camp all tis den cn go le. kena nag by ms phang again. cos of campcraft trainin. we nv go for few times. i tink i onli attend 2/6. haha.. =X suhui beta. gt 1 more. after tt we go home le. he waited fer mi outside sch. den gt help mi take my bag. thanks wor. tt bag heavy sia! haha.. den i veri scared he near mi or even touch until mi all tis, cos i sticky sticky de. after tt i faster go home bath den mit suhui tey all at plaza le. cos we wan eat you mian! haha.. i tink its standard de la. everytym after camp we wil go eat you mian. nice man! hmm.. after tt go walk fer short while den jiu go home le. inside e bus he make mi paisay again. haha.. bt its sweet of him la. lol.. den at wy hse thr, i suddenly say wan go down den he shock dao. cos i wan go buy lime. den wen on e way, saw wy mum sia. omg.. so shocked. buy hao liao jiu go home le. 2day is our 3rd month nehx!! muahahahaha.. fast wor.. thanks fer ur everythin.. love u always.. =)

foreva luvin euu wif no regrets Sunday, December 04, 2005;

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xiao huai dan
19061990
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stubborn
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To do list
last long long wif dar dar
cherish every moment i could wif dar dar
score well fer o lvl
gt myself a new fone
gt myself a new camera

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